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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
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5:16 pm
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4:22 pm
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| Friday, March 11th, 2005
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8:01 am - Hey !!!!!
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Hey everyone. How are things ? I know I haven't updated in a while . I guess its all because I
was a bit upset. I wanna party now though !!!!!! You know what ? Emma , you are totally right . I LOVE LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Things are good for me now. I have a great job , I love my mates and all of you are my mates in case you didn't notice. I love you guys . You all make me ... happy . Do I make you happy ?
You know what , I think Im in love. I don't know who Im in love with , but I know she/he is beautiful.
current mood:  Im bloody wonderful
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| Saturday, February 26th, 2005
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6:21 pm - I HATE EVERYONE !!!!!!!!!1
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I think that no matter what I do I fuck up . Emma and I aren't together. We never were. Not really. I cooked her dinner and breakfast and we had a few dates , but I think that she never liked me. Again I don't blame her. I'm a stupid git ! Thing's suck .
I also just messed up my friend ship with Billie Joe. So now , I'm sitting on my couch , drinking a bottle of Jack , my only friend , and even now I don't even think he likes me . And now I don't think It'll matter in a few hours. I'll be carted away in a body bag and things matter.
Emma : You were the best woman i know. I never thought I'd fall for a woman smarter than me. I want you to know you are the best person I know with the kindest heart and the most beautiful soul ever. Don't let anyone tell you different.
Billie Joe and Billy : I'm sorry I messed up your relationship . I hope it lasts a long time. Things are going to be good for you ,I swear. Billie Joe , I know I said some mean things to you and I'm SO sorry. I never meant to be mean ,I was hurt. Your friendship means the world to me and I'm stupid for giving you that advise. You two are amazing together and I hope you two are happy together.
Joss and Mike : You two rock . I hope you'll forgive me for being a right git. I love you guys. I hope you are doing well. Joss , take care of the baby and Mike , stay crazy. P.S . REM rocks !
I hope that you will forgive me any indescretions and I hope you'll know I love you all and I'm sorry for every thing.
current mood:  I'm sorry to you all.
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8:16 am - Hey
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This is my song at the moment. I can't stop thinking about a certain someone when I hear it.
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
Verse 2
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Chorus
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Verse 3
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
Chorus
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I can't help but think of Emma when I hear it. I'm sick , I know , but since
we've gone on our ... 2 dates .... I don't know. I'm smitten , I mean I think she's AWESOME and SEXY,especially in her "Flash" underwear. *Smiles*
current mood:  Emma
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| Thursday, February 24th, 2005
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6:22 am - So yeah
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I'm a bit loopy right now. Last night a friend , who will remain name less , came over and we got drunk. And i mean fricken schnockered. Yeah and he revealed something to me . He is a mighty fine drinker...and a wonderful,er I mean , BLOODY AWSOME friend. Mate , you know who you are. Thanx.
I asked out Emma and She said yes...and I'm nervouse. I doubt i spelled that right so yeah. I don't know what she likes... If any of you could give me some pointers than I'd BLOODY kiss you !!! And maybe I'll give you a brownie.
current mood:  OI ,Help Me Out !!!!
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| Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
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4:17 pm - I love you guys.
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I guess this is gonna be one of the tender entrys. I guess things just get messed up sometimes , and ,I'll tell you, I feel lonely. I really shouldn't , but my life just gets so hard some times. It makes me wonder how therapists do it. Listen to people babble on and on about their problems , when they , being people , have problems of their own. What they think , what they feel , if they themselves go see therapists or if they let it all build up in them until they pop and blow up the office they work in or kill their clients.
I wouldn't be able to do that. Listen to other people whine and complaine about their problems without telling them to "sod off" or "stop their prattling". That must be the hardest job in the world , listening to other people cry to you about their wives or husbands leaving them , about their parents drinking , about their thir affairs with their secritary's or finally the loss of the best things to them.
Which brings me to my point. My point is , the point is that you are my outlett. My friends , you , my loyal readers are my outletts. I share every thing with you guys. Emma , you've always been there for my , through thick and thin , through unfortunate rain and beautiful shine , you're the one who helps my through it all. Billie Joe , you make things so much easier when I'm in pain and when I'm sad , make me laugh with your crazy antics and stupid sayings ,but you're also the most real person in my life. Mike Dirnt , you and Billy M. make things so simple yet complex. You make everything more clear and Bright. You make things shiney and smooth . And make the rain stop and the sun shine. And for that I thank you all.
But , more importantly I love you all because of it.
current mood: I love you all
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| Monday, February 21st, 2005
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8:32 pm - Again with the rain !!!
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WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH ALL THE RAIN! This is why I left England in the 1st place !! Okay I cant understand why god chooses today of all days 4 it 2 rain. There's something desperatly wrong here !! Hi Billy Joe , Emma_c ,and every1 else !
current mood:  What the fuck !!
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| Friday, February 18th, 2005
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6:51 pm - How I feel about Christmas
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You know what? I HATE the holidays ! The decorations are tacky , the music is annoying and I SO want to shove those stupid bells up the Salvation Army volunteers asses. I don't have any frickin' money and if I did , I sure as hell wouldn't give it to you. So STOP asking !!!
You know what else I hate about the holidays...They happen in the winter!! And in the winter, all the lovely ladys and gents are bundled up like a bunch of frickin' eskimos!!! How's a girl supposed to ogle properly when you can't see anything but a shapless lump of color ?! DAMN IT!! I want to ogle !! That's all I want to do is sip my hot coacoa and ogle !!! What kind of word is ogle antways ?
current mood: I Hate You!
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| Sunday, February 13th, 2005
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1:05 am - Vampires
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I have a thing for vampires. I don't know why , but I do. Like the show "Angel" . I love David Boreanaz as Angel. And James Marsters as Spike.
It was sunny today. So I was happy. Well as happy as a person can be. Do you know why I was happy ? No RAIN!!! Read my first entry and you'll understand my happiness.
current mood:  I CANT SLEEP !!!!
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| Friday, February 11th, 2005
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10:11 pm - The Rain
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It's still raining , damn it!!!! Will it never end ?!! I can't really say I've ever hated the rain... EVER!!! I mean honestly, man , what the BLEEDING HELL is wrong with people when it rains. I mean I was driving down the street today and I was getting flipped the bird every two minutes. Who the hell shuved a stick up your asses !!!
Pardon me ... Im a bit tipsy ...at the *hic* moment .
Love you...*hic* Billy
current mood:  *hic* weeee
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7:42 am - The Rain
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You know what ? I HATE the rain! Do you know why? Because it's wet and soggy and I ruined a new pair of Doc Martins! My hair is wet and my arms are cold and I have no friends!!! Nobody likes me !!! Well sure people might like me ,but no one I know. And did you ever notice how when it rains people always go to the supermarket? I mean whats with that ? If you want shelter , GO HOME !!! I think alot of people are brain dead on rainy days.
current mood:  confused
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